The story that i wrote

tired

2008-02-24T23:32:00.002+08:00

its been so long since i blogged
i regretted for cuzing so much harm to you, sldn't have got together at first
i'm sorry
i wish i can see everything clearly, know everything without knowing
i dun like to guess anymore, tired as i can be

chua xing zhi

2008-02-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

Read thru wenjin's blog and decided to find out wad my name means....

***What Chua Xing Zhi Means***
You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are incredibly sexy and sensual. You have a naughty vibe that no one can ignore.You have an unquenchable desire. And you are unrestrained in your passions.You have a tendency to be unfaithful. Whether you fight it or give in to it is up to you.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

wad a day

2008-01-17T03:24:00.000+08:00

i'm not happy today
i stuff myself w mac and chocolate
but i'm still not happy

dreaming and angry/sad w myself
dun even know wad i'm doing

shut my mind up

new look

2008-01-12T03:23:00.000+08:00

my cowgal outfit designed by rena, looks better than before but i felt uneasy wearing it while working. -the function-

new yr resolution

-to get my car liscence

-to save enough for braces

-for my *wish* to come true =)

-to maintain my weight or get slimer the better

-hope everyone is happy

I am legend

2007-12-29T13:14:00.000+08:00

"I am legend" is so cool,so touching,so exciting too.

esp the moment when the dad bid the lil gal and his wife goodbye.
&
when will smith strangle his beloved dog to death; leaving him the only one living

i rate it full, really nice movie there

messy thots

2007-12-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i just thought
"why? do i mean nothing at all"
i don't get a response and things like "later" keeps appearing
but i still do wait
i wish you appear jus rite infront of me
and say something swt
but....
i know its quite impossible

what am i thinking abt
-i thought abt you today

BIG QUESTION MARK

2007-12-09T02:53:00.001+08:00

Its as though i'm acting in a drama
this kinda thing actually happens in real live
"rumours" or "truth"
stop bitching gals!
why do gals think so much and bitch so much huh!
i dun deny i do that too
but there are far too many things to be verified and i need the truth
am i taking the extreme way
i couldn't wait, i couldn't stand it when i feel that i am being cheated
but i couldn't get an answer from anyone
him.her.both of them.or myself.
so wad if i am the one who go and confront him
tell me in the face and stop talking like u know everything
pissed off and confused rite now
shut up my brain!

plz be a decent someone

2007-12-05T00:04:00.000+08:00

madness!
uncertainty!
angryness!
plz stop those nonsense, be a real person.

hope my mum gets better =)

=)

2007-11-30T13:19:00.001+08:00

a day of smiles

i forgot to capture down those moments

beautifully indulged

*enchanted*

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some pictures to update my life!

The Pretties =D

gd nite post

2007-11-29T00:57:00.001+08:00

one post b4 i go to my lala land.
went to st james today and drank 3 sip of tiger,the bubbles keep on filling my glass to the brim
so no choice, i handed it over to jeremy. =/
but before that, i had wanted to buy a coffee from starbucks and in the end it started pouring heavily when i was paying!
damn......
and clever me called for assistance from rian
hahahhaa
poor thing, his shoes are wet from sheltering me, but thanks so much to him
although we walked a longer distance cuz the carpark entrance is flooded.

tml will be a happy day =)

life still goes on

2007-11-25T02:47:00.000+08:00

Look forward...
Live well,eat well and slp well...

i wished i knew what will happen in the future...
it's a secret...
but i'm contented now...

i need lotsa clothes
i need lotsa cash
i need lotsa frens
i need lotsa laughters
i need those msges

hurting arm

2007-11-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hope things can really come to light someday...
but had a nice last nite =)
my arms are hurting but i dunno why

周杰伦-彩虹

2007-11-17T11:15:00.000+08:00

作曲:周杰伦作词:周杰伦

哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍

就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走

你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

看不见你的笑要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

I simply think this song is nice, listened for so many times repeatedly.

Rock the world

2007-11-14T13:25:00.000+08:00

Linkin park's concert was spendidly awesome...
the music was nice,the lighting was nice and jester was damn damn cool and had a
very VERY nice voice

Although only managed to watch the concert for less than 10 mins,
its still worth it as everything is so high
and i got the signature from this guy from linkin park (now in fort minor)
but i dunno his name , haha
only 3 of us got tt precious signature
cool yeah =D

O.C is fun yeah, get to feel like a group and know my team mates better
and talking nonsense
drank 1/3 of a bottle of garlsberg but it STILL doesn't taste nice to me
bitter bitter and BITTER
hahhaha

tt's all!

to you

2007-11-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

Am touched to hear all those things from you
reminding me of what we went thru
each time you said something, it makes me cry
i'm so tired,so restless
having your love for so long, i'm contented
thanks for everything

HUMAN'S FEARFUL

2007-11-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

PERHAPS NO ONE IS TRUE EVER
A BIG BIG JOKE TO ME

shaken world

2007-10-28T10:42:00.000+08:00

It's so quiet now.
The floor's shaking after drinking vodka redbull.
Giddy spells and i thought i gonna sleep soon.

Everything

2007-10-27T11:28:00.000+08:00

Everything will be over,very soon.
I'm sorry for being such a bitch.

wwl =D

2007-10-11T22:33:00.001+08:00

This afternoon watched why why love epi 15
damn touching, i cried
nice there =)
and after that went to hrc to find linda then headed to queensway
i saw how tatooing is done
like so pain =/
that was this guy(big size) there who says its pain
but linda just said alright
why? i wonder
hahahah

a day spent $

2007-10-08T23:08:00.000+08:00

Went shopping after work today, the money is there and i cannot resist not spending it at all
i want to pamper myself that bit =)
and i spent $100 in a day within 1 hour?, that was quite alot and i felt the pinch.
bought a shoe, a hardrock tee a cap and some other stuffs
wanted to find a perfume for myself but i couldn't find one that i like
and i headed home with a hungry stomach
bought food for myself cuz mum didn't cook
its been quite awhile since i ate at home, my schedule just allows me to eat out or at HRC

and mum's feeling unwell, just came back from the doctor with her
the doctor is quite caring, a good man with a happy family
i wish i can be that happy as it seemed too =O
hope mum will feel better after medication, feel like expressing my concern and love to her
but then its never a practise in the house to say anything like that
so i'll keep that in my heart and show with my actions
get well there! we all care for you.
and dad got worried and drove home cuz no one picks up the call at home
so nice of him
so dramatic but my dad's a kind soul and good husband
that's all for the day and i'm gonna slp soon

stupid indian man

2007-10-08T00:05:00.000+08:00

One week passed again, counting down to freedom =))
This week is super tiring, dunno wad got into me too.
Anyways just now when i was taking train, there is this irritating stupid ugly indian guy who keeps on swaying here and there and as if he's going to touch me any moment.
was like staring at his hand and when i reached clementi, i really cannot take it and stand up and CHANGE seat. Damn idiot la! =/ really felt threatened by his presence.
And got my him the nice nice perfume which he likes, hope he is happy with it =)
And he got me 2 t shirts, nicey nicey!
BPE will be leaving tomorrow, hope everything goes well for us, cuz we are really trying our best these few days.

ok, will end here for now! ciaos!

GOOD, what about you?

2007-10-04T01:40:00.000+08:00

A few things to blog about =)

1. My keyboard <- sign is fixed by CLEVER me, claps for me. I am so happy la!

2. I started learning malay from today.
-mari makan sama sama
-selamat jalan jalan
-sedap dunno wad
so difficult can !! -.-

3. 2 more days to pay day!

4. I got 85% for my 1st report, a good start for this attatchment =)

5. I watched gong zhu xiao mei 3 episodes le, so nice, i love it! and the song i like
"bu xiang dong de" Damn nice. =DDD grins!

Everythings good for me!!! Hope everythings good for everyone too!!!

my heartfelt gratitude and love!

2007-10-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

Right now, i can really say envy me please!
ahahhaha, cuz i'm so happy together with my him, so sweet can.
my honeymoon period just started after 2 years?
hahhahaa, so cool right.
my mind filled with him, my hp with all his msges and practically my days are spent with him.
he's getting sweeter and sweeter, his words and everythings.
although u haven't gotten back your hair but i still love you the same alrights?
and without fail, i have blogged about you for so many days
to know this you sure so happy right, hahahhaha.
and i picture myself living with you, having a house and everything.
i think too far ahead? but at least its really wad i have in mind.
i cannot be sure what will happen in the future but you are my world right now.
i want you to feel bless, to be happy and healthy and to enjoy even the shortest period.
i know that i'm a cry baby who always cry when you/me had to leave for our things.
its not like we will never meet again, just that my heart pains and misses you too much
thanks so much for being there lending my your shoulder and comforting words telling me we will still meet and one week pass so much
but often i cried much more after u said all these without knowing why too
hahhahha, all this said, i guess that is how strong i love you
n i believe you feel the same way too

Loves ya calvin soh,my world!

meandyou,my lovely you

2007-10-02T02:15:00.000+08:00

I've spent all my free time with my dearest.
I'm happy to see him all the time.
n i guess working at hardrock makes me slimer,lost a few kgs.
but that's not a bad thing cuz i had always wanted to get thiner.
I used to exercise to slim down but doesn't really work that fast than now.
I'll let the picture explain everything.
And the picture of roger is taken on his bdae.

Note to you

2007-09-30T07:10:00.000+08:00

To my dearest baobei,

Felt so unwilling to leave you early in the morning for work
i missed your hugs, its nv enough for me you know
got upset when my schedule suddenly changed
even if its only a few hours difference, but i actually felt sad
i wished you are always with me
a week seems so long without you
thanks so much for the concern which you have given me this weekend
its so sweet and memorable
something which i always had wanted, a guy with lots of love and concern
love ya dude! =D

sweetyness

2007-09-29T11:58:00.000+08:00

Feeling so fortunate this morning till now!

Very lovely hours and minutes spent with my dearest baobei =D

He's there with me when i needed him

When i'm hungry/dunno if really hungry cuz there seems to be things in my stomach

he's there to bao cup noodles for me

although its an easy thing but you know it bring smiles to me

really so much

esp when you kiss me by my forehead in the morning

sayang me and hug me

its like so sweet

how i wish i can just stop at those moments

and die in your arms so that time stop

hahahha

although everytime i ask you can u do this and that for me

you nv complain, only nag

hahahhaha

lao gong gong

hehehe

lastly, i love you dearly my super cutie baby boy!

sick

2007-09-28T13:46:00.000+08:00

after 2 days of coughing, my voice went off as usual
i sounded like a man now =/
the feelings so not good and rina said i sounded like an auntie when i page for someone -.-"
can only drink water but sometimes i still went for ice water cuz u know
warm things are not my cup of tea, so not obedient right
only know how to tell ppl dunno how to monitor myself
hahha, u know i can't resist temptations
that's all for this morning

ard 4 more months to go!

24th sept

2007-09-24T23:56:00.000+08:00

3 weeks passed already and getting abit tired going to work almost everyday =/
hahhaha
no time to go out and play like last time
and he's also not by my side on weekdays
i wanna complain! rant! wadever!
but i know its of no use
cuz he is still in NS
and i still have to work
-.-
but luckily this saturday i am off
hugs is all i misses now

Personality test

2007-09-21T01:44:00.000+08:00

Came across fion's blog and saw this interesting test so i took some time to do it =)

My dream house

Here it goes- the analysis :

Based on your drawing and the 10 answers you gave this is a summary of your personality:Your house tells the world that you ought to be a leader. You are a freedom lover and a strong person. You love your house and family. You are a gifted artist as well. Once you have a problem, you need a friend with you. Your life is always full of changes. You are very tidy person. There's nothing wrong with that because you're pretty popular among friends. Your life is always full of changes. When it comes to love, you shut yourself off. It's difficult to win your heart because you have decided to keep your feelings deep inside. You have a strong personality and you like to command, influence and control people. You are not a romantic person by nature. We also see that you are sensuous, sexual, and privately passionate. You are self-confident and happy with your life.

ps:I think this is quite accurate for me, says all about me. Hehe. If you guys are interested, try it at http://www.drawahouse.com/ . =D enjoy!

long day

2007-09-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

tired day and there's an event for the rsaf at main.
but its quite boring opening and closing the doors.
However we can chit chat at the door there, bonding there =)
Looking forward to weekend n tml's gg to attend the wake.

Jia you peeps! anyone who needs a lil support =D

temptations

2007-09-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

Still thought i can resist the temptations by staving myself for the night,but but......
i am too hungry la,stomach calling me for help every minute
so i psyco-ed xingrong to eat with me and mum said she pay ^^ so happy!
hahaha cuz i can save up for my espirit black belt
i saw the espirit overall and the strip t-shirt
love them all
gonna buy them one by one
hahhhahaha!
and i'm full now!
heheheh

I had a happy and fun day working today, laughing about and moving my ass up and down the stairs serving ppl. Its that busy on sunday, i was like stun and no time to do nothing. But i simply love seeing pretty kids, they are so damn cute, esp angmoh's kids. So "mi ren" hahhaha.But when i was on my way home, lots of indians walk into the mrt at outram park. That was really disastrous, the smell, OMG! =/ i'm not being racist but i really feel that i need more fresh air, esp when i already worked for 11 hrs.

And lastly, my fren's dad passed away. I was shocked to hear this and felt sad for him.Its like so sudden and i think anyone who knows about this will really feel sad abt it, i also feel sad when i see my gal upset about it. They are really nice people and i really hope you guys can take care lots.

ps:thanks for everyone who cares to remember my birthday,adding on to the previous entries =D I had a wonderful day cuz you ppl make me smile =D I was surprised that some of you still remembers my bdae cuz its like we dun meet frequently,heheh.

Quick morning notes =)

2007-09-14T08:44:00.000+08:00

Today got back my results already,and i'm quite happy.
cuz i thought i am goin to get d for some modules as i didn't do well/things crops up.
here it goes:

CRM-B+
SOM-B+
ITP-pass
IBS-B
LAM-B
SIS-B
Events-C+
Wisp-C+

GPA-3.0833

See? there is still a 3 and in fact is my 2nd highest gpa for the whole ngee ann life.
SO =D

2nd thing to go about:
that indian guy is better than i thought, maybe i judged him wrongly=/
cuz he helped me with the balloons yesterday night cuz i was alone doing closing

3rd thing:
Thanks peeps who wished me birthday !
wish:Hopes everyone will be happy =)))

these nice peeps/frens ARE
-Jo
-Louie
-Karyn
-Hengda
-Yenpei
-Lia
-Roger

Ambition

2007-09-11T22:51:00.000+08:00

I WAN TO BE A HSEWIFE, =D

marry me dude, hahhaha =//

OFF DAY!

2007-09-11T18:48:00.000+08:00

Been working for a week already, getting used to the work sooner or later.
Lucky i've got you there for me, to see you gives me peace and smiles =)
Experience night life thou dunno how to dance, hahah.
Kumar's night is funny and entertaining.
That's it for today.
But couldn't get off on saturday is quite disappointing for me cuz i thought i could spent my whole day with you but....
they didn't have enough ppl for that day

the EXPERIENCE

2007-09-06T16:26:00.000+08:00

There is so much to learn,getting the stress already.
(i dun handle things well and am v.forgetful !cries!)
But the peeps are nice.
Working in service line is not easy esp when the standard is there.
and lotsa angmoh!
hope that i dun make mistakes so often.
the merchandise shop is cool, i'm gonna buy from there once my pay comes next mth =)

ps:cuz of this i couldn't meet ya every saturday and sunday,i really miss you lots when i'm working and every night thinking/hoping i can get off during weekends.Although there's only a teeny weeny bit of time spent with you,i will want to be with you whenever i am free.Hope the 5 mths pass fast...i love you my baby.

tired

2007-09-04T20:56:00.001+08:00

i'm very very very tired
someone save me

ps:baby,i miss you

1st day at work

2007-09-03T23:36:00.000+08:00

today went for orientation
was tired and burn a big hole in my pocket, zhen shi de -.-
but its quite cool at hardrock cafe
hope i can do well there
although i can get quite blur at times

Summary

2007-09-02T20:42:00.000+08:00

Friday me and zhen woke up at 9.30am to PREPARE for our k boxing session
hehehehe
k lunch is like so much cheaper than the normal singing session
only 13 net price and it comes together with a meal
had lots of fun !
and after that huiling came to find us and we went to the xingzhen's attatchment workplace
that malay guy is so helpful cuz he saw the 3 of us blur blur there
so he go with us to find that company hehehhe
then after that we went to dano warehouse which is also at hub 21 or dunno what hub which is situated near JE
bought a jacket plus one speg only $15
had wanted to buy a silky gold jacket also but it was dirty and the last piece =(((
and latta that day went to find dear when he books out
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Saturday woke up and went to town
an awful day i must say
but its already over
couldn't let go afterall, and tired
saw jinhuan and his gf on the mrt, quite stun cuz v long nv see dao him le
now botak, hahahha
i'm gonna buy all the shoes at fareast!!!!!
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SUNDAY 2/9/2007

Today's our anniversary!
Happy ANNI baby =)
had a nice delivery meal
called 933 golden pillow to try out new things
hehehhe
its not bad but the side dish simply sucks
and we bought one tub of 1.5 litre cookies and chips ice cream to indulge in the sweetness too

Did i demand too much?

Free flow pictures , hehe

2007-08-29T22:05:00.000+08:00

Bling Bling

2007-08-29T21:58:00.000+08:00

This is just so pretty =)

This morning 7am then slp and woke up at 4pm

wad irregular hours i have

Misses ya

and boring days

i'm at homeeeeeeeee....

Early bdae celebration

2007-08-27T23:15:00.001+08:00

Had a really nice dinner at long beach at ECP,that is to celebrate our birthdayS in ADVANCE
cuz the 3 of us will be busy when attatchment starts, hehehe
its so long since our whole family went out together
when we had long chats on our jouney to our destinations, that was homely!
the sea breeze is cooling, a pity that we couldn't stay there for long
i had wanted to stay there and enjoy the pretty view and cooling air, so calming
and subsequently dad took us to mount faber, the place change already
our whole family use to go there before and i remembered there's this garden where we could walk about while enjoying the scenery but now its gone, =(
but thinking of mount faber, it sounds romantic right, hehehee
the enthu 3 of us took so many pictures and mum and dad also took some heheeh

here's the menu for our celebration:

1.Sharkfins with crabmeat
2.you tiao with "something nice" [that is really DELICIOUS with the cream]
3.Seafood fried rice
4.Black pepper craps
5.Fresh prawn mee goreng
6.Honey dew sago

total bill adds up to $170+

Thanks mama and ahpa!

HAPPY BDAE

2007-08-26T00:08:00.000+08:00

u are officially 19 yrs of age!
i really really hope HAPPINESS lingers around you thru the years ahead.
Jia you,calvin!

Message for lovely!

2007-08-24T03:05:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday my dear dear boy!

Message to my calvin,

This is the first time i did so many things for someone at one go, its espeically worth it and meaningful to do it for you and i felt really happy doing it. I've wanted this special day to see more of your smiles and to surprise you with each and everything presented here, including me =)). Had a difficult time choosing what to give to you because there are simply too many things that you like and wanted and i have a certain budget to meet also,but still i hope i didn't choose the wrong thing to give. I want you to remember- i am always here for you and creating memories in you everyday,minute and seconds. My first cake,first so nice card =/ (i admire my popup gundam and karmen rider),first origami made into gifts experience and 2nd time celebrating your bdae with you? I remembered buying small cakes with josephine for you when we just get to know each other about 1 year plus ago. It's around your bdae also and that makes yr birthday more meaningful to me because that period was how i was captivated by you, sounds so mushy.hahhah. Although you may be tired in camp everyday, remember at the other end of the phone i'm always wishing that you are happy and please hangon cuz i'm with you,always will be.

And lastly, i wanted to tell you :

"Allow me to remember you for life and celebrate endless bdaeS with you"

This is another surprise for you when you see this post of MINE.

with loves and care and wishes!

Xingzhi

happy bdaeeeee

2007-08-23T22:50:00.000+08:00

Didn't do well for today's paper as well, really disappointing
but nah, let's forget about it, its over
now there's this special day for my boi
49 hrs 10 mins to his bdae =))
been thinking about his bdae since my exam starts
hahhaha, and prepareddddd!
wait and see darl!

sadded

2007-08-22T18:24:00.000+08:00

Sigh Sigh Sigh
i actually wasted 16 marks of my paper
i knew the answer and i memorized it
but i read the question and interpret wrongly and ended up with rubbish
sadded and tired
slpt till 4pm when i reach home
tml's the last day
i seems to lose interest in studying
i have been slacking since now
WITH MY NOTES WITH ME BUT NOT READING IT

save me...

outing was fun

2007-08-20T01:54:00.000+08:00

Me with new specs and messed up hair
My perks and happiness,meiji choco [the packagins is nice =P]
the man and me hiding behind to make my face smaller, w/o hair, his head is damn small
another shot, see how big is my face =( the guys and me at toys r us, i didn't want to join in but got brought in too, kiddlish US
the r rated, was so ps when it was snapped,people's looking but we are laughing
the co producer plus my dar the photographer , i'm not involved REALLY Guess who's this? i got angry with him and created this but i still love you dude

carelessness and suayness

2007-08-20T01:26:00.000+08:00

Sad/suayness

-he lost his hp on the cab i will miss him like SIAO-everyday talk 5 mins

-our money got cheated by that damn tikam machine and when he pushes that machine, we got drenched by some stinky coke which some irresponsible crap put on top of the machine

-on the bus to sch on my first paper, i got so giddy-damn disgusting and We (jo and me and ws) got stucked outside the class cuz we are like 2 mins late-there goes our reading time

-he got a stupid run on his BDAE

-attatchment for me falls on 3rd sept and after tt we got lesser time together

-still couldn't adapt to the new shoe,feet pain again and he said i'm only suitable for slips and next shoe session is next month

Happy

-watched secret and license to wed =) next on the list is skinwalkers

-went to toys r us

-had yuki yaki with LOTS of prawns

-finished crm paper

-he sent me a swt msg

=( bad day

2007-08-18T07:22:00.000+08:00

it's in the morning of my first paper
i'm feeling really very tired
reason being:
-i didn't have a gd slp
-si mian
-thinking all other things except slp
-over scared/anxious?
-both darlings making so much noise

memory's bad

2007-08-16T23:28:00.000+08:00

Just couldn't memorize everything,memory is failing me badly.
Didn't know why,maybe just doesn't has the mood/interest to mug.

Gonna catch fireworks display tml again=)
our small lil date
watched twice for NDP
simply so beautiful

missing you,sweetie

2007-08-15T03:24:00.000+08:00

Miss you honey!

today thought of

-your "slapping" lookalike moves

-your voice

These few days been slping like a pig till 12 - 1 in the afternoon

Slacking so much and finding excuses to watch tv,eat,exercise EXCEPT study

hahhaa, but i did spend some time revising and getting things into my small/forgetful brain

hopefully i can do well? Grins

new skin

2007-08-13T04:29:00.001+08:00

i have decided to change my blogskin to this=). Giving me a very comfortable feeling and it no longer has a black backgound, a new look. Anyway, that day my slippers was spoilt and i had to drag it off the bus w/o people noticing. That was so embarassing but luckily he's there to carry me to the lift if not i'll be dragging my feets the whole night, thanks/loves ya.

And steamboat dinner at bugis, nicer than the previous one.I got 2 small/lovely flowers from my dumb/sweet baobei, really got that surprise and laughing like mad, remembering the past i also laughed the same way. But dear, you are so damn cute=).Following is rush hour 3, the part when the BIG GUY came out is hilarious and also the NGs when the black man said about the rush hour 1/2 is damn cute.

Next is dessert at bugis again plus SPICY mee soto, supper at boonlay market and my feet hurts like mad cuz of the small sized shoes. sorry for buying the wrong size. He carried my home,haha.

Breakfast at jp-curry chicken
Lunch at home-zhu zha tang
Snacks from GP-MUA CHI
Entertainment-xiang qi and balloons =D

A few days of endless activities, a whole lot of memories and smiles. love ya baby.

will miss you bad when u are not with me

lovely you

2007-08-08T15:25:00.000+08:00

Had a nice day at sentosa the other day, tanned and realize tanjong beach is an ideal place for sun tanning. Managed to have a fun of it. Haven't really been studying these few days cuz i was lazy/no mood/playing and slpy. Became a pig when i'm with him, always telling him "baobei i wan eat this and that, zhe me ban" Lol. But it's really when i'm with u, i will think of getting ALL kinds of snacks to nimble and share. I have no idea WHY.

Watched Disturbia, really interesting and nice and thrilling. 5/5 stars.Dear and his fren was using their hands to cover part of their face and i was holding tight to him in the cinema. Removing the separator, i could hug him completely, easing me of my terrifying moments. LOVES YA!

After which we headed home and slpt, we were both tired. But i'll always wanted to lie in yr arms every night cause it brings warmth to me =)

dhdjkd

2007-08-03T23:38:00.000+08:00

Finally all overrr, and i went off today, i skipped =///
only to see my him and to end the sianness
hahahhaha
and then we went to jp walk walk
and now trying to study but got distracted so many timess
hahahhaha
I AM DARN LAZY MAN!

hated myself for being a busybody

2007-08-02T23:49:00.001+08:00

Just DISLIKE tomorrow.
missed time just because i have to be in sch during some UNINTERESTING stuffs
but tt's the last day of sch
misses you, booking out tml and happy 23th months!!!!

nice!

2007-08-02T00:00:00.000+08:00

Just watch the tv show on u channel
its so inspiring
how a boy who dropped out of primary school
and went to study private n and o level
and then ngee ann poly to now an ntu undergraduate
amazing and i pei fu him

have a will, fight for it =)

arghh, slping pig

2007-07-31T22:12:00.000+08:00

The other day when i went out with darlin and his 2 buddies, j and d.
before that had wanton mee at heerns top floor, grafitti cafe, NICE
and next
I saw the mickey mouses(in grey) and shoes i love man!
and tried out the orange julius banana strawberry drink and the hotdog bun with alot of onions.
after which went to town to walk and then i realize actually from town, we could walk to bugis
which i thought "huh, bugis, did i hear wrongly"
his fren said can but as it was running late, we went from heerens to ps then to rccc.
and we settled our dinner at ps the kopitiam
LOL, had my laugh when they blew our soup's fire (dear was like HUH when he came back and the fire is gone)
he didn't knew those 2 KIDS blew off the fire.
and we had our revenge when j's soup came
hahahah
and then we went home to rest

ps:darlin, i miss you but u slpt again ... WAKE UP WILL YOU

ndp

2007-07-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

The NDP, i watched it with yimon and the sight was amazing =)

Simply beautiful, one came after another

Her giraffee
my lion
these people are really colourful and looks abit weird hahahah
the beaitiful scences can't be captured as it is too bright and i only have my UNCLEAR camera phone, it's a pity.

Happy EARLY birthday SINGAPORE

misses u and faster over

2007-07-26T02:43:00.000+08:00

Didn't know what to talk about on the phone, but just tons and tons of misses for you.
Hoping you'll hear me calling for you, my dear boy.

After friday, i guess life's easier.

I wanna eat tian ji porridge,cravings

Next thing on the list, exams

18th August-CRM 9-11
22th August-SIS 9-11
23th August-SOM 2-4

sigh

2007-07-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

STRESS!
STRESS!STRESS!
STRESS!STRESS!STRESS!STRESS!
STRESS!STRESS!STRESS!STRESS!STRESS!

my lappy

2007-07-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

Eventually everything will come to an end, this is what kept me going. =D

i thought my laptop will be without scars like most acer com had
but still, =(

My <-- button of my lappy came off and this is my poor lappy, got upset for awhile

and the culprit is my damn phone, sigh

I bought this for only $1.50, its so cute ,

spongebob-although i didn't watch it's cartoon at all

& me -went for 'cocktail party" in sch - wish i did well

I GOT FED UP DOING THE ALIGNMENT, SO THIS IS IT. Argh!

i miss u boy

2007-07-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

i miss my boy
-that one day seems super long, did many many things, FELT LOVE =)
-but now, he's gone again
-simply sadded

first love

2007-07-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

First love, one which is remembered so closely, so clearly.
Almost everyone has their own stories, the happiness and the sadness.
see how a person can do so many silly things for the one she/he love
making gifts, waiting for hours, begging and even cry nonstop
and also how cruel and cold one can be to just leave or find just another love
this episode of "kang xi lai le" really is very true and perhaps i like listening to stories of others

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showmedia?id=55443

i used to listen to ying yue ri ji also
also those love and frenship stories, very interesting.
very inspired also. =)))

miss u like "WOW"

2007-07-20T22:03:00.001+08:00

Felt so happy just thinking abt tml

i'm gonna meet him le =))

finally his out, this week felt so much "qi dai"

all the weeks also very "qi dai"

onli today exceptionally xiang kan dao NI

how i wish u are by my side every single day

missed having u to msged,call and see

although we rarely msg before u went to NS

but its been my wish to msg and hog the phone talking to u

hahahah

anyway this weekend had been trying to complete as many stuffs as possible

project deadlines are nearing

and monday is cocktail party le

and its confirm tt i am gg attatchment at hardrock cafe le

hope it isn't some tough and cannot make it job as described by meiyi

ps: loving you, our 2 years is drawing, time pass so fast, muackies =)))

warnin letter

2007-07-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

this morning was awaken by my mum's loud voice
my alarm didn't even rang and i thought i was late -.-
in the end i realize she was raging, mad about why i skip sch (IS) cuz she receive the warning letter
and xingrong was saying mum was fa-ing pi qi the whole morning
and she told me her blood pressure rose when she see that letter
and ngee ann was "wise" to address it to my mum,anyway i dun have the keys to the letterbox
IF NOT
i will destroy the evidence, muahhaha =///
u know it's the worse when a woman fa piao,esp my mum who will be like nagging non-stop
although i know she is worried i get debar and stuffs
so i nv really talk back or wad, partly my fault la
and she called josephine to clarify things and back to her mood
felt so ps la, like a small kid somehow
and i tried to explain to her its ok de, but nth gets to her
then i knew, tt's why that's these generation gap there
when i told dear abt it, he said or bi quack, HUR~
si ding le baobei! , he was worried my mum think he is the reason cuz i skipped sch
and now, i'll continue watching my show
huan huan ai is damn very very sweet show, make me think so much
fantasize about those sweet and lang man moment
maybe tt's why i expect too much from him, dreaming dreaming

food food

2007-07-16T21:00:00.000+08:00

Recently went to have steamboat at bugis, i find the food there very nice and the ambience too.
when the food comes in trays, it really is "WOW" =))
and the ma la huo guo can make yr lips burn.
nice place for a meal when u are hungry
and ya, finally bought the foundation and eye liner *happy
feeling fortunate and warmth from you when i hear your heartbeat
esp when you pat on my back when i'm slping , sweetness
and his mum bought us a 1000-piece puzzle, mini cooper design
didn't manage to complete it this week, we'll continue next week =))

2007-07-13T22:30:00.000+08:00

I HATE THIS KIND OF FEELING
so heavy
so confused
so worried
not happy at all

PMS-ing

the one whom i thought could lend me a helping hand didn't support me either, sigh

relieve and durains

2007-07-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

Finally, events comm and wisp presentation over, really felt so much better. But my eyes are just so heavy today, felt like closing any moment so was preparing to slp once i got home. Today just saw the models of my mascots proudly done by jo and gk, damn cute la. hahaha. I think our presentation was the most interesting with alot of wu eh bo eh, =))). And i finally get to eat DURAINS. my dad bought home alot, so damn qi dai. Now gonna enjoy it, whohooo!

pls stop the time and ease my eyes

2007-07-09T02:51:00.000+08:00

just now saw lia at jp
hahaha
she called me then i realize she is just right behind me
suddenly lost for words
so ps, cuz his father and bro was ard
and calvin was ard too
and we laughed and laughed
hahahha
after which we went to see toys, hoping to fill our days with sth interesting
hahahhaha
but in the end, everything's too ex
next time must buy puzzles to make =))
so we went to rent vcds to watch
dracula, hahhaha, missed vampire showss
and bought mochi ice creams and wantons, scared tt we will run out of food huh. HEHE
with me ard, there's no such problems, right dear?
hahahhaha
i'm always the one asking if we sld buy this and that and saying i want to eat this and that
HEHE
crm's making me abit nuts
kept thinking abt it
and damn, tml need to go sch for presentation
still thought no sch so shuang
sighhhh
feeling tiredd
but NO slp
muz cherish time and spend every minute wisely
good nite to all! hehe

mrs colourfull

2007-07-07T14:02:00.000+08:00

This is Mrs Vibrant/colourful =))

ps:Had a bad dream =(

mama to the rescue

2007-07-06T22:18:00.001+08:00

MAMA to the rescue
xingzhen saw a cockroach while bathing and told me
and i went to see cuz i wanted to bathe also -.-
and IT WAS THERE
tt brown shit
tt one that crawls
something which i was scared of
and we shouted to mum, "ma, got zhang lang in the cong liang fang"
and in less than 5 mins, its dead *delighted
when there's any insects or wad we are scared of, we will ask mum to kill it cuz dad's at work
haha, mum is also scared of those stuffs
but she is a hero!
hahhaa
always there to help us kill those nasty creatures =)))
huggssss

ps: he said he was gg to call but the call just went to the mailbox =_(

cuteeey

2007-07-05T21:26:00.000+08:00

suddenly had cravings for chocolate

buy me one?

and this is my production....so damn cutee

Hope this lighten up everyone's day =DD

nicey piccs

2007-07-03T22:02:00.000+08:00

Updates

New shirt i got for him , cool hur
Baby's slping in the kong kong, so damn cute plz
me and zhen =D

transformers

2007-07-02T14:55:00.000+08:00

transformer is so damn cool and nice
bumble beeee
the prime!
all the actions damn cool
and at some parts really touching and funny
i nv thought robotic shows could be of such interest
definitely a muz watch show =D
and today got my ibs
a b- again
but its a relieve for me cuz i dun have to worry abt tt anymore
and i saw so many ppl for the past few days
and someone said i look like xingrong,someone said i look diff
-.-
haahha, finally saw tt person.

ps:sry for testing so much, i didn't mean it. I still love u. sometimes it really needs action to proves everything, i am one such person who needs endless care.
dui bu qi

2-4

2007-06-30T15:58:00.000+08:00

i hate hypocrites
and ppl who lies
stop being one if u are

the kind of pure and innocent frenship which made me think everyone is good
the class which i lived with for 4 full years, i loved them

but now i realized
there are so many faults and ugliness in people

money money money!

2007-06-29T22:41:00.001+08:00

actually wanted to bake cookies today
but my mum dun allow me and nag nag and nag =((
so went to town with sis to get my pay
and we both bought a top
nicey nicey
mango saleeeee
wanna buy tt yellow pants tooooo
but hmm, must not spend so fastt
and saw the brikenstock shoess
felt like getting myself a pair tooo
Awwwww
i wanna be richhhhh
or at least my him be richhh
muahhaha =xxxx

ps:relax for a dayyyy

nice soup!

2007-06-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

just DRANK a big big bowl of chicken soup-by mummy
today's soup just tasted so good
must learn how to make chicken soup next time
suddenly had interest in cooking and baking
i wanna bake cookies/brownies/cakes or anything
for him
got tt FEELING
anyone interested ???
and i missed kboxing although i'm still down with coughhhs

ps:payss comingggggg....cool!

feeling uncontented

2007-06-27T19:48:00.001+08:00

Weather's pretty humid and warm these days
and was coughing non stop
my mind clock seems to be adjusted
i dun feel tired until 3 in the morning
watching show all day long
feel so disabled
didn't know what to do to make life more enjoyable
i dun used to think so much and feel so much
wad really changed
my mindset or cuz things gets so piled up

lazy

2007-06-23T02:06:00.000+08:00

LAM test & projects
If only all these disappear
sick of thinking of these

my baobeii

2007-06-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

-+Overdued post+-

Twist =P
my dar and mee
hand in hand (lurvesss)
Singles
Coupless
the new shoesss from him KAKA
PSsss

happy family

2007-06-14T01:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Family

This is my "new home" =DD

Tv cabinet in black and white (i likee)
My plushiesss- happy family (so satisfied with my work)
The overall
In the rm, 2nd collection (combine with sises)
Closeup
and my DADA (too big to be anywhere) hahah

IKEA

2007-06-12T19:24:00.000+08:00

today cleaned the house with mummy
hahahha
something which i haven't been doing very frequently
cleaned the living room and the toilet
and went to shop for furnitures!
bought 2 cabinets, one tv stand, one black cupboard and one black chair!
so it amounts to 800 plus
WHOooo
so much
but am quite satisfied with wad i choose
hahahha
and went ikea after tt
walk until leg so suan
hahahha
but see so many things
thought of how my hse will look like in the future
i love those sofa beds
all the big big mirrors
comfy quilt covers and clean and nice bathrooms with BATH TUBS
hehehehhe
KEKEKKE
and went to eat ikea de hotdog bun with drinks @ $1.70
and after tt baby called me and tell me he is booking out soon
suddenly kan jiong qi lai
hahhaha
then told mum and we set off to go homee
and i reached his hse downstairs EARLIER than him
lousy darrr
later gg jp shop shop
and maybe cookin speg latta
=DDDD
LOVES

why did u feel the way u feel

2007-06-11T23:57:00.000+08:00

Its GREAT to be with someone you love =D

And i really MISSED my baobei

Army just AIN'T great

Tml's he's out ; kisses!

PS: Felt uneasy when i know that you feel weird when i tagged along

I LOVE U

2007-06-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

had a nice weekend with my guy =D
went to partyworld at woodlands with his mum and bro and gf
after which roger joined us
alot of oldies songs there which i nv heard of
and i sang those usual songs
my fav
zhu wo shen ru kuai le =D
after which lan gaming at beauty world
till 4 plus in the morning
but i didn't play dota
haha,tried but tt AI so sly
everytime block my moves -.-"
so i played alot of other mind games
i came across this game called "pizza frenzy"
damn nice, was the last game i played although i was dead beat
hehehe
i miss him!
just chatted on the phone with dear
talked abt everything under the sun
something which i thot was lacking in this relationship
i love talking on the phone =D

ps:its pink and not blue ... mUAhahah

u noe i waited and waited for yr call? i miss u so much

2007-06-04T23:34:00.000+08:00

it just seems forever
a minute which lasted like hours
i missed you so much

ps: dentist;wisdom tooth?

packed day

2007-06-04T01:13:00.000+08:00

Had breakfast at crystal jade this morning
treat by mumm
and later tt day went shopping at jp with xingrong!
saw so many nice stuffs at espirit and john little
CLOTHES & COSMETICS
Awwwww
feel like buying every single thing that i saw
BUT
just dun have tt money =(

in the end bought a tank top and lip moisturizer ( under loan )
hopefully it cures my chapped lips

and ya! went running on the tracks with xingrong today
i run 6 rounds and went to have a meal of kua chap & ice tea
with lots of extra "liao"
damn full

and here i am slacking
did i mention i was like enjoying the whole day without really studying
read "shape magazine"
watched american's next top model
di siao ppl
walking around
haha
tml's gonna jia you liao!

ps: looking fwd to yr hugs, my motivation =))

bread-if

2007-06-02T12:32:00.000+08:00

Bread - If Lyrics [a song he dedicate to me =)]

If a picture paints a thousand words,
Then why can't I paint you?
The words will never show the you I've come to know.
If a face could launch a thousand ships,
Then where am I to go?
There's no one home but you,
You're all that's left me too.
And when my love for life is running dry,
You come and pour yourself on me.
If a man could be two places at one time, I'd be with you.
Tomorrow and today, beside you all the way.
If the world should stop revolving spinning slowly down to die,
I'd spend the end with you.
And when the world was through,
Then one by one the stars would all go out,
Then you and I would simply fly away

sweet nothings but i luv it

2007-06-02T12:14:00.000+08:00

Finally finished Som test
and can rest and catch a breath
was dead tired these few days
if only u are out today =(
but conver with u last night was so sweet

HAPPY MONTHSARY!
WO AI NI BAOBEI

ps:I'm your motivation and you are MINE =D

misses u

2007-05-31T21:00:00.000+08:00

I miss you, i do.
you nv fail to make me smile with joy
each time i see you during the week, i'm truly happy
but days without you are tough
lots more days are waiting for me and u
we will visit many many places
i'll be waiting for u with lots of love

redwan ali-would you be there

2007-05-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

"Would you be there"
a song by Redwan Ali
a very very nice song which touched my heart
and guys, this is the link to the video to it

"http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i1cJ83POi3E"

100 days with mr arrogant

2007-05-29T15:49:00.000+08:00

Watched 100 days with Mr. Arrogant
A nice show
Funny, romantic and touching =D
Esp at the bungee jump and the 100 days ring

ps:esplanade waiting for us!

i love u ! great daysss

2007-05-28T02:09:00.000+08:00

Dearie and me went for sumptous meals

and GREAT SINGAPORE SALE this weekend =D

See his bag! (he asks me to take one for him =/)

Ding Tai Feng (top 10 restaurants noted in a magazine)

The dumplings

Sprites
Tastes like XXL chickenHis fried rice with tt pork

My beancurd with Dong Fen

SWENSONS!

Double Chocolate
Lime sorbet
Breaded Chicken
My cravings- CRAYFISH PASTA (yum yum)

Our Journey
My boi and me on the bus
Muscles?
Sleepyy =P
and ME, Smilesss

silence

2007-05-27T01:51:00.000+08:00

old chang kee, ding tai feng =breakfast cum lunch cum dinner

sometimes i prefer not to say it out cuz it hurts too terribly
stop quarelling, i'm scared

i'm tired, i knew how it feels

when ppl are close to their loved ones and u're not

understand?

love u , u are good and so am i LMAO

2007-05-26T00:34:00.000+08:00

In the end, i still spent some money
am left with 10 plus dollars
i'm not a good saver at all, Geex
celebrated geraldine's birthday at Bakerzin paragon
nice atmosphere, and happy birthday gal!
although my pasta is not so nice
abit "ni" but the dessets and drinks are good!
today i went to so many branded shops, A/X Gucci Guess and lots lots more
branded stuffs are so ex yet nice
and i got to know one new fren, xin yee
she's so funny la, and dramatic
hahaha and she keeps saying she has kiam chai life cuz of a bad boifren
today's been talking abt my him since lecture till the outing
before was rachel and then is xin yee
hahaha
similar encounters
but my guy's sweet now =)
love him to bits
and misses him so so much
he's coming out tomorrow !
he's changed so much, he's so so sweet, i love to hear his voice and huggies...
was smiling and laughing and talking when he called, sounds so love sick
but true enough, tt's how i'm feeling!
AI NI =D

2007-05-24T17:10:00.001+08:00

am now in sch doing project for events comm
tired so went to buy green tea and chipsss
MUAHAHHA
facing the com all day long,so sian lor
gg home soon i hopeeee
to watch tv and do lam!
Zzzzz

minds cafe

2007-05-23T20:34:00.001+08:00

today went to minds cafe to play
its quite a nice place
one of the game very nice
called coda!
hHAha
keeps on guessing and guessing
and printed the stamps with pictures!
so cool and nicee =)))
projects projects
need to do parts of it today, must must!

ps:the world is so small

wish yimon well!

2007-05-22T22:21:00.000+08:00

after gg to global travel,its already 5 plus
and reached home at 6 plus
catch a nap cuz was really tired,its a long day
and saw palvin's mum b4 i got home
we chatted for like 15-20mins
she's a nice person =)
and got to know that palvin is in navy and can go home everyday (8am-5pm)!
ARGH! why my dear in combat!

ps:be happy with wad u feels right =)

i thot of the past

2007-05-21T21:36:00.000+08:00

the 9pm show is so emo

so hurt when the a couple breaks up
when ur loved ones betray u
when u still love someone and had to give him up
cuz u couldn't believe a man can change so easily
couldn't forget what ur naked eyes see

ps:i was so moody in sch today,sigh!

stupid guy there!

2007-05-21T00:46:00.000+08:00

works finally over and i just spent my weekend working for 12 hrs a day
that was tired but thinking of money coming my way, HEHE!
nice working and manages to enjoy my day crapping,eating and talking
playing with jo "bang bang" LMAO, so childish of us
and i really dun like this ONE GUY who appears from no where and acted as if he is the world
WTH
asking ppl to help him when he doesn't even wan to help me
talks rubbish all the time
thinking dialect is chim and qing qie but i DUN THINK SO AT ALL
what's more,he's old and we are from the same company la
he made my day angry!
my soles are so pain now =(

p.s:5more days!

work

2007-05-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

My eyes are dropping,closing any moment
suddenly don't feel like going to work so that i can slp until shuang tml
HAHA
but no work=no money=no shopping and fun=think too much
so i better go and work tomorrow
luckily jo is there with me
if not i sure very sian cuz there is no one i know working tomorrow
i guess i will just slp thru the journey to expo tomorrow =/
SOM's lecturer is just CMI, saying the wrong thing all the time and i don't understand what he says -.-"

baby,i miss u and again wishes u safe. ENDURE. muacks! and his hp died on him,hopes to hear good news on friday! Throw on target,will u. =)

2007-05-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

today had wisp presentation, luckily i didn't mess it up, sounds alright to me.^^
everything's stacking up

1.events project
2.crm checklist
3.integrated project
4.lam individualproject

and i haven't been doing tutorials for a very long time..Opps
i'm so tired and LAZY

p.s: 7 days field camp and i can only meet you next sat. MISSES